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Where there is Sorrow there is holy ground. Some day you will realise what that means. You will know nothing of life till you do. Robbie, and natures like his, can realise it. When I was brought down from my prison to the Court of Bankruptcy between two policemen, Robbie waited in the long dreary corridor, that before the whole crowd, whom an action so sweet and simple hushed into silence, he might gravely raise his hat to me, as handcuffed and with bowed head I passed him by[53a]. Men have gone to heaven for smaller things than that. It was in this spirit, and with this mode of love that the saints knelt down to wash the feet of the poor, or stooped to kiss the leper on the cheek[53b]. I have never said one single word to him about what he did. I do not know to the present moment whether he is aware that I was even conscious of his action. It is not a thing for which one can render formal thanks in formal words. I store it in the treasury-house of my heart. I keep it there as a secret debt that I am glad to think I can never possibly repay. It is embalmed and kept sweet by the myrrh and cassia of many tears.[53.1] When Wisdom has been profitless to me, and Philosophy barren, and the proverbs and phrases of those who have sought to give me consolation as dust and ashes in my mouth, the memory of that little lowly silent act of Love has unsealed for me all the wells of pity, made the desert blossom like a rose, and brought me out of the bitterness of lonely exile into harmony with the wounded, broken and great heart of the world[53c]. When you are able to understand, not merely how beautiful Robbie’s action was, but why it meant so much to me, and always will mean so much, then, perhaps, you will realise how and in what spirit you should have approached me for permission to dedicate to me your verses. 

悲怆中自有圣洁之境。总有一天你会领悟其中意思。否则就是对生活一无所知。罗比以及像他那种心地的人会明白的。当我夹在两个警察当中从监狱里被带到破产法庭时,罗比等在那长长的、凄凉的过道里,我戴着手铐低着头从他身边走过,这时他能庄重地当众扬起帽子向我致意,这亲切的、简简单单的一个动作,一下子让在场的人鸦雀无声[53a]。比这更小的举动就足以让人进天堂了。正是本着这种精神,正是因着这种爱,圣人会跪下给穷人洗脚,会俯身亲吻麻风病人的脸颊[53b]。这事我从未跟他提过。直到现在我还不知道,他是否意识到自己的举动我甚至是觉察到了没有。这样的事情是无法在形式上以话语正式道谢的。我将它存在内心的宝库中。将它存在那儿,作为我暗暗欠下的一笔债,我很高兴地想,这债是永远也还不清的。将它存在那儿,让滴滴泪珠化作没药与肉桂,使它永远芬芳,永远甜美。在这个智慧于我无益,达观于我无补,引经据典安慰我的话于我如同灰土的时候,那小小的、谦恭的、无声的爱之举动,想起它,就为我开启了所有怜悯的源泉:让沙漠如玫瑰盛开,带我脱离囚牢的孤单与苦痛,让我与世界那颗受伤的、破碎的、伟大的心相依相连[53c]。当你不单单能够理解罗比的举动是怎样的美好,而且还能理解这举动为什么对我意义如此重大,并将永远意义重大时,那么,你也许就能明白本来应该怎样、应该本着一种什么精神,来同我商量,允许你把诗献给我。

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